Jill and Gerard's Seachange

Have calmed down now!!

Well it is still Friday but a more decent time I suppose than earlier this morning.
I have been for a long walk and cleared my head and got rid of the frustration.
There was quite a lot of rain last night and is very windy this morning. The water is a muddy brown and very choppy. The smell ''EUGHHH" is awful, but can cope with that, I think it has made me get over my frustrations.

Well I will have to start again and that is that until Paul gets back whenever and however long it takes!!!!!!

The swans survived the night o.k. I was a bit concerned cause when I let Milly out at 4amish I could hear some swans bellowing in the distance and thought maybe some fox was lurking around maybe.

But I was pleased to see that all 6 chichs in each set were all fine and bobbing up and down in the water. There was also about 20 small ducks sheltering in the little "cove" where they hang out in.

Did not hang around too long but went for a longer walk than usual and hopefully tired Milly out and perservered with the pain in my foot.

I tried on some clothes yesterday, bright pink they were but was so disappointed really looked very "Henrietta Hippo" in them and put them back on the rack. Still need to lose a lot more weight. Still at least I have lost 20kilos over the last twelve months so it has to make a difference. Hopefully now that I am back into walking I will lose some more, just have to get over the "chocolate" thing again. Boy is it hard to give up. I am so annoyed with myself as after the clothes thing, yep I went out and bought another packet of cllinkers and more chocolate...

anyway enough of the whinging will talk later on.

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bye for now

luv Jil xxx

posted by Jill @ 10:32 am